we made it very clear last night when i tried to go to sleep early
when i tried to go to sleep early because i figured the sooner i go to sleep, the sooner i could wake up and talk to him
the thing was i couldnt stop thinking about him
and it was keeping me up
so i gave in and came on the internet
and there he was
the only way i know him
so anyway
we made it clear
that it was fine to use possessives when we talked about each other.
im his girl, no back tracking.
no saying well not really mine but you know what i mean.
he's my boy, no back tracking.
no saying well not really mine but you know what i mean.
we mite as well make it as dream like as possible right.
our own stupid fairy tale
our own steamy romance novel
our calm and collected happy ending.
however this is just the beginning you know.
chapter one- boy meets girl
chapter one- fucking internet dating?
chapter one- perfect
chapter one- perfect and fucked
anyway, we are very similar we both have the disease of over thinking everything
over thinking things to the worst possible thing
i sent him another package
apparently it shows commitment
apparently his ex sent him one letter
ive sent him two packages
apparently it shows commitment
i want to be someone he remembers
even if it doesnt last
even if we cant pull off something long distance.
either way im not kissing anyone until him
im not doing anything until him
its a cleansing process
im cleansing myself of stupid boys who never cared, who never will care, the ones that never planned on caring.
maybe ill type up his letter, show everyone.
prove that someone really wants me, wants me with out knowing me even.
ive never lied to him.
i cant name one other person that that is true for.
thats gotta mean something.
maybe theyll make a sappy romance movie about us, after the book of course
i guess i could write it
save everyone the trouble.
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