how am i supposed to know that your high if you wont let me touch you

i went and looked at a new car today since mine is a hunk of junk these days

im in love

but not getting my hopes up

i got to respond to emails and that is always fun.

i also went to the book store. i hate christmas it crowded up my temple.  

but i got some books for me

i got a book for him too, fight club, he loved the movie hell love the book even more.

i also go some mostly naked girls magazine.

i dont think iraq has naked girls.

personally i think its funny.

im gonna send some cds too and

a really lovely letter. 

as much as i hate christmas i love giving gifts

and i know that he will appreciate it

weather we stay friends or fall in love or drift apart

i will be the nice girl that sent him christmas gifts without ever meeting him

and i dont think that is something someone is likely to forget

so thats one more person that will have me in their memory for as long as it lasts

so im making a difference

im a really good girl

i want people to experience it, not just know it.